something new.

I am bored.

Yes being bored is something new to me. 

I always find ways to entertain myself. but, uh not tonight!

There're loads of things to settle but I just wanted to push things aside for now.

I just feel like eating right now, oh btw i'm gaining weight.

Wrap up!

Heyya people! 

A few more days to go, Day: 365 in 2010 is about to be "reshuffled" to Day: 1 of 2011.

This year, is a year of fulfillment for me. Seeing yourself grow up is an awesome process that comes with confidence and a jolly good sense of satisfaction. Isn't it? Of course, not to be blurred by the higher self-esteem, the process to gain knowledge and "collecting" precious experience will not be forgotten as I move on in life.  Its good to know that I've found who I am and not being someone else to please others. Also, to be in the warm embrace of my boyfriend that would accept and tolerate with me in so many aspects.

I cried; I laughed. 

(laugh all the time)

I fell; I rose 

(most of the time - learnt something every time I got back up)

I hit; I kissed

(all the time - not that I kiss all the time, but, I am in love all the time ;) 

I gained; I lose

(and I gained again - weight)

When many "all of the time-s" and "most of the times"  come together, its basically a year already. 

Looking forward to another new year and oh yes, happy happy new year guys! 

As happy as this? 

Hopefully ;)

Of appreciation.

"one does not need fatal disease to know how much he or she is loved."

Walking in and out of the clinic twice every week made me knew how much i'm loved. Had a bad backache and I'm now in the hands of a reliable and experience chiropractor.

The doctor whom is treating me, Dr George from IMU Chiropratic Centre, was indeed the best doctor I've seen - no medications (ah, what a relief for me!) He adjusted my spine with his magical hands every treatment and allow the body to heal itself. A mere 20 minutes of treatment always, always make me feel much better. I remember the first time I went to see him, when my conditions were quite bad, after the first treatment, I felt so light - like I was floating! 

Twice every week, mum drove me there. Waited for me. Paid for the medical bills. Drive me back, sometimes in the jam.

Dad and grandma were constantly asking about my conditions.

and my boyfriend sweet talked me (I was never bored about it). Calm my sudden anxiety and wild crazy imaginations that my back won't recover. 

Deep down I would cry my lungs out for them, being having such patience for a young 20 year old girl whom is somehow like a grandma now - can't stand for too long, can't sit for too long, worst of all, cannot jump cannot run cannot walk fast. In others words, no sports at the moment. 

Our lives are so fragile, never that I imagined that at this age I would have a problem with my back. But it opens my mind to better understandings. 

Anything can happen, appreciate and keep loving those loved ones and stop with the annoying FML!

Where?

That passion is fading.

Hospitality doesn't seem like the hospitality that I once loved so much. I still love the industry but not what I'm learning right now. Degree and Diploma is so different. Diploma has so much of hands on which makes it so interesting while Degree is too much of other things else. Though I'm specialized in Culinary and F&B I don't think its specialized enough, there's so much more to learn!

Yes, no doubt I'm glad that I'm taking up my degree with a full scholarship but sometimes I wonder, where would I be if it weren't this scholarship that kept me moving on with my studies?

Sometimes I felt that things that I'm studying doesn't make sense besides F&B. Finance doesn't make sense. Economics doesn't make sense. Budgeting doesn't make sense too. I feel that I'm learning things that I don't need so much in Degree and not learning what I really need to be in the industry. Perhaps I'm starting to get bored of learning subjects that doesn't relate to me at all. 

I'm looking forward for a change in my perception. Hopefully something will happen to let me see the situation now from another point of view. But worry not, no matter how much I detest it, I clearly know that right now my responsibility is to do well in my studies and I will. Its just that I don't want to study for the sake of studying. 

Again. It's all about being passionate for my studies. 

The passion to learn and achieve greater heights.

Up there, right here; someone please talk to me.

Showered with love

我越爱你，我就变得越肥

Semakin sayang, semakin gemuk?!

So straight forward

 SO TRUE!    

yes I am getting fatter, but oh well. ;)


to Miss Grace Lee, Miss Chan Tung Tung, Mr. Lee Jovan and lovely Mr. Chan Zhijian
love weighs A LOT tat's y we're all getting fatter.


Cheers!

oh, silly me ;)

And then, I wonder,

am I worth your time, your patience and your efforts?

Then again, I wondered,

are you worth my time, my patience and my efforts?

Yet again, like always, I'm just being silly,

of course it's all worth it :)

oh, silly me

♥

The 5 languages I speak.

Tired.

很累.

Letih.

好攰.

Fatigué.

I really am.

In fact, we are.