Colours...on My Palette

something new.

2011-03-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

I am bored.

Yes being bored is something new to me.

I always find ways to entertain myself. but, uh not tonight!

There're loads of things to settle but I just wanted to push things aside for now.

I just feel like eating right now, oh btw i'm gaining weight.

Wrap up!

2010-12-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

Heyya people!

A few more days to go, Day: 365 in 2010 is about to be "reshuffled" to Day: 1 of 2011.

This year, is a year of fulfillment for me. Seeing yourself grow up is an awesome process that comes with confidence and a jolly good sense of satisfaction. Isn't it? Of course, not to be blurred by the higher self-esteem, the process to gain knowledge and "collecting" precious experience will not be forgotten as I move on in life. Its good to know that I've found who I am and not being someone else to please others. Also, to be in the warm embrace of my boyfriend that would accept and tolerate with me in so many aspects.

I cried; I laughed.

(laugh all the time)

I fell; I rose

(most of the time - learnt something every time I got back up)

I hit; I kissed

(all the time - not that I kiss all the time, but, I am in love all the time ;)

I gained; I lose

(and I gained again - weight)

When many "all of the time-s" and "most of the times" come together, its basically a year already.

Looking forward to another new year and oh yes, happy happy new year guys!

As happy as this?

Hopefully ;)

Of appreciation.

2010-12-10T01:05:00.001+08:00

"one does not need fatal disease to know how much he or she is loved."

Walking in and out of the clinic twice every week made me knew how much i'm loved. Had a bad backache and I'm now in the hands of a reliable and experience chiropractor.

The doctor whom is treating me, Dr George from IMU Chiropratic Centre, was indeed the best doctor I've seen - no medications (ah, what a relief for me!) He adjusted my spine with his magical hands every treatment and allow the body to heal itself. A mere 20 minutes of treatment always, always make me feel much better. I remember the first time I went to see him, when my conditions were quite bad, after the first treatment, I felt so light - like I was floating!

Twice every week, mum drove me there. Waited for me. Paid for the medical bills. Drive me back, sometimes in the jam.

Dad and grandma were constantly asking about my conditions.

and my boyfriend sweet talked me (I was never bored about it). Calm my sudden anxiety and wild crazy imaginations that my back won't recover.

Deep down I would cry my lungs out for them, being having such patience for a young 20 year old girl whom is somehow like a grandma now - can't stand for too long, can't sit for too long, worst of all, cannot jump cannot run cannot walk fast. In others words, no sports at the moment.

Our lives are so fragile, never that I imagined that at this age I would have a problem with my back. But it opens my mind to better understandings.

Anything can happen, appreciate and keep loving those loved ones and stop with the annoying FML!

Where?

2010-10-18T01:19:00.001+08:00

That passion is fading.

Hospitality doesn't seem like the hospitality that I once loved so much. I still love the industry but not what I'm learning right now. Degree and Diploma is so different. Diploma has so much of hands on which makes it so interesting while Degree is too much of other things else. Though I'm specialized in Culinary and F&B I don't think its specialized enough, there's so much more to learn!

Yes, no doubt I'm glad that I'm taking up my degree with a full scholarship but sometimes I wonder, where would I be if it weren't this scholarship that kept me moving on with my studies?

Sometimes I felt that things that I'm studying doesn't make sense besides F&B. Finance doesn't make sense. Economics doesn't make sense. Budgeting doesn't make sense too. I feel that I'm learning things that I don't need so much in Degree and not learning what I really need to be in the industry. Perhaps I'm starting to get bored of learning subjects that doesn't relate to me at all.

I'm looking forward for a change in my perception. Hopefully something will happen to let me see the situation now from another point of view. But worry not, no matter how much I detest it, I clearly know that right now my responsibility is to do well in my studies and I will. Its just that I don't want to study for the sake of studying.

Again. It's all about being passionate for my studies.

The passion to learn and achieve greater heights.

Up there, right here; someone please talk to me.

Showered with love

2010-10-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

我越爱你，我就变得越肥

Semakin sayang, semakin gemuk?!

So straight forward

SO TRUE!

yes I am getting fatter, but oh well. ;)

to Miss Grace Lee, Miss Chan Tung Tung, Mr. Lee Jovan and lovely Mr. Chan Zhijian
love weighs A LOT tat's y we're all getting fatter.

Cheers!

oh, silly me ;)

2010-09-15T10:38:00.008+08:00

And then, I wonder,

am I worth your time, your patience and your efforts?

Then again, I wondered,

are you worth my time, my patience and my efforts?

Yet again, like always, I'm just being silly,

of course it's all worth it :)

oh, silly me

♥

The 5 languages I speak.

2010-07-27T00:57:00.007+08:00

Tired.

很累.

Letih.

好攰.

Fatigué.

I really am.

In fact, we are.

Expedisi Gunung Ber-Tahan

2010-07-23T21:18:00.005+08:00

Started another new term.

Timetable looks cool.

but I felt heavier with assignments each day I return after class.

It feels like "wow a lot of things to do yet WHERE TO START"?

I'm not lazy, perhaps I'm just tired.

Sometimes my brain is just too exhausted to react.

It feels like PMS, somehow like anything can annoy me.

tick. tock. tick. tock...

walking on heels. up the hill.

Sometimes I think I'm a perfectionist, or perhaps ppl do tell me that.

In this new term, I wanna do up to my expectations.

But in another point of view,

I just want to do my best in everything and keep myself challenged.

Of course the same time, I learn to accept mistakes.

Thank you. I'd never realized that I actually can't accept mistakes in certain things.

Until you told me so. ;)

Listen more. Observe more. Learn more. Dream more. Achieve more.

C'mon, let's start the expedition to the top of the mountain: Gunung Ber-Tahan.

Tahan sehingga sampai ke puncak-nya! Yay!

Ping Pong Balls.

2010-07-16T23:02:00.008+08:00

Squeezing the juice out of my brain to finish up the last few paragraphs of my report!

I must finish it tonite! I've promised!

BUT

I cant make myself concentrate!

I need do something silly.

something random.

then get back to work!

hey silly, u can get out of my brain now and get silly!

wheeeeee!

The clouds are moving.

The motors are rev-ing.

My thoughts are running.

Ideas are hiding.

Stomach is aching.

"Your have to start writing"

"no ideas! nothing!"

The clocking is ticking.

Deadline is coming.

I am stressing.

He's futsal-ing.

So happy, enjoying.

I heard myself sneezing.

Oh, cuz the wind is blowing.

What you're reading,

it is nothing.

I'm just playing.

I think i'm crazying!

Need some slapping!

Actually...This has nothing to do with ping pong balls....

no shouting.

2010-06-27T23:18:00.015+08:00

If u can't read this,

It simply means don't shout at the other person when u're angry.

or don't say things that hurt the other person's feelings when u're angry.

Bear in mind,

The louder you shout,

the further is the "distance" between one another's heart.

See, those who are in love speak so softly to each other,

bcuz their hearts are very near to each other.

Therefore, take some time to calm down when anger stirs.

Words that are uttered out of anger hurts the most

and always regretted.

No worries, no one shouted at me today. or recently =)

I saw this and I thought it was a meaningful one.

so I shared.

I'm telling this to myself too,

"speak nicely kit yee, especially to pa, to mum, to him, and to everyone."

Tracing the rainbow.

2010-06-14T22:26:00.007+08:00

After the rain.

There, a rainbow.

and I know, You placed the rainbow there,

for us to trace it out, together.

as we trace, we appreciate its beauty and ponder upon the rain that had just stopped.

the rain came for a reason, to realize wrong-doings.

the rainbow, it came as a chance.

'cos we know, we don't always find a rainbow after the rain.

::tracing the rainbow with care, with love and with appreciation.::

Pour Jac, mon ami tres awesome.

2010-05-31T23:09:00.006+08:00

Told u, ur white ranger is COMING.

Ahem.

White ranger, for u.

May his power be with u.

I hope u will like this white ranger that is as awesome as u.

No one can replace the way u say, DIAM X LAH U.

Oh, see, who else is awesome-mer than Jac Kew.

;)

Happy belated belated belated birthday!

Beli-belah di mall yang sebelah.

2010-05-19T23:02:00.013+08:00

yesterday:

"Raining is awesome. It brings out good qualities in human

and let our emotions run, ain't it?

Unity...achieving goals...being cautious and alert...can camouflage summore."

today:

"Shopping is lagi awesome. It lets me bring the good stuff back home. =D

Teehee! i brought home a cardigan, a bag, a pair of shoes,

ah and nail polish for RM 100. quite a bargain =D"

The best part 'bout shopping today was holding those shopping bags

and

i was just RM100 poorer! $$!!

All u need is a pair of walkable legs, and off u go!

Window shopping is great too but less excitement!

So earn some money (don't ask from parents!),

go shopping. its much meaningful spending those pennies u earned.

Shopping therapy does work. ;)

rain. reign.

2010-05-18T22:58:00.016+08:00

when it rains...

...my pants get wet

when it rains...

...my bag gets wet

when i rains...

...my hair gets wet

but also,

when it rains,

i feel like everyone on the streets has only one goal,

to reach our destination as fast as possible.

everyone has that same goal to achieve.

unity?

when it rains,

i am very cautious with my every step

so that i don't step into puddles of sandy rainwater,

most poeple does that too.

alert?

when it rains,

i let my thoughts run and run,

it led me down memory lane,

i actually cried with the rain. hmm.

camouflage?

***

always keeping its profile low,

rain does not shine like yellow,

all it does, is wet ur toes.

in a different point of view from below,

it is perhaps the most beautiful phenomena, heaven knows.

i waited the whole day.

for it to come.

it did not.

but rain came and reigned.

Tur-duc-ken.

2010-05-17T23:38:00.009+08:00

Acting is so tiring.

Nothing comes out like a natural tone.

Making yourself feel what u're not feeling,

So heavy, that it crushes the marrow out of my bones.

I was tearing,

When I put down the phone.

lovely frustrations.kind hatred.silent screams.

life; a list of paradoxes.

Mum-wanna-be

2010-05-09T23:47:00.014+08:00

Today is Mother's Day.

Sadly, mum&dad went for a vacation so we can't celebrate it today.

And somehow, I became the "replacement Mum" today. @.@

Hahaha! let me share with you how was it being Mum for a day.

It made me felt like I'm married as someone's Mum.

and also how troublesome is it to be a MUM!

TONNES of housework. Prepare MEALS!

Yea, like mum, I did some housework. and meals. hahaha!

Only me n my lil brother at home for bfast n lunch.

So let's imagine I'm Mum. Bro is Son.

Alrite lets go!

"Breakfast" (11am)

an awesome mum wakes up at 10.30

Makan apa?

Fried eggs, crackers with apple jam, Tiger bisKuat, horlicks "kao"

an awesome mum eats a lot for bfast. Tiger biskuat makes her son strong!

Lunch:

6 pieces of nuggets

Filet-o-fish, fries and coke.

an awesome mum that can't drive always has a way to fulfill her son's need. McDelivery.

Dinner:

5 pax cuz big brother and gf came home.

Well, let the photos speak on behalf of the awesome mum. XD

First of all, a plate is broken for "good luck" before cooking.

an awesome mum has smooths hands thus less friction.

Vegetable soup for the healthy family!

Stir fried long beans and CARVED carrots

an awesome mum always tries her best to make the dish appealing ya=P

Deep fried TASTY rolls. =D

Jeng jeng jeng! Green tea agar-agar!

an awesome mum prepares dessert with HIGH nutritional value. HAHAHA! green is very good u know!

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I miss you Mum Dad.

Can't wait for u guys to be back!

and,

Thank you Mum.

Its never easy to be you.

but you, made yourself so special to me.

Her eyebags never affects her beauty for it is bcuz of the time spent on the family.

Mine, cuz I didn't listen to her and I sleep late.

i love u Mum.

Happy Mother's Day.

曾经·梦想

2010-05-01T12:12:00.004+08:00

朋友，还记得吗这是我们曾经有过的梦想

你啊说要当明星当主持

你呢说要当空姐当老师

还有你说要读酒店管理

那你呢说要掌控金融

我说要当药剂师

而你说要当医生

另外两个吊儿郎当地只爱玩!

梦想归梦想

毕业后

有的朝另一个方向前进

有的确确实实地去追逐

最重要的

是我们在追逐的当儿，

却领悟了现实的残酷。

也学会了好多好多

希望欲望钱财斗争等等的世间丑恶

永远都不会存在于我们之中

雨中即景

2010-04-29T22:54:00.006+08:00

天黑黑下雨了

路上的人脚步加快了

有的撑伞快步走

有的以为用一只手遮住头就不会生病

有的用男友的外套当雨衣...

下雨...

好像乌云在告诉我他的伤心事

他的眼泪渐渐地把我的肩膀弄湿了

让我也感染了他的悲伤

哦原来他想借个肩膀来哭诉

独自前行的我

走着想着

脸上的水滴

却不是乌云的泪水

thank you for the taro trip.

it made my day.

The reason behind this name.

2010-04-25T16:15:00.017+08:00

There are 12 colours on my palette.

Red Pink Yellow Orange Green Blue Turquoise Purple Indigo Brown Grey White

But that doesn't mean that these are the only colours for my painting.

By pairing 2 different colours together.

I get around 144 colours.

Pairing it with another colour, there'll be many many other colours.

Life is full of possibilities.

It all depends on you which colour you choose to paint your life.

Sometimes painting too much everday makes you insane tired cold and lost.

If that's so, have a break.have a kit kat.

Step back and look closely at your painting.

and make the right changes.

Be creative, Be artistic.

who knows, you can make the world a funnier place.

I'm sure such person existed in your LIFE.

2010-04-17T01:20:00.004+08:00

When you tell a person about those stuff that you don't tell other ppl,

your heart's struggles

your frustrations

your uneasiness

and you cry eventually.

This person is your comfort zone.

In front of him/her, you can cry all you want

In their presence, U can just tell them bout anything.

Don't take them for granted.

It is place that you can fall for,

Treasure them for being a true companion.

Go go Power Rangers!

2010-04-15T00:39:00.007+08:00

Wow!

There she is!

Pink ranger wo!

Fighting the monster.

Kick his butt!

Fire her ulti-super-ultra bow and arrow ...zeeeeeeng!

Now, striking a pose.

Then walk away from the dead monster with pride.

*with pink colour explosion behind her*

But behind her ranger mask.

You'll never know if she's really proud.

Power rangers have emotions too.

But no matter what,

Power rangers are always ready to the rescue!

Go! Go! Power Rangers!

This is for you, you, you, you, you and you.

2010-04-13T20:22:00.005+08:00

By doing LESS of these:

Complain less.

Less blamings.

Say FML less.

Less grumbling.

You're able to do MORE of these:

Love yourself.

Be kind to yourself.

Reward yourself.

Spend more time with your family.

Discover more about people around you.

Turn your perspective 180°

when you come across obstacles.

You may not know how powerful positive thoughts work,

try it out

the outcome will surprise you.

Your thoughts make you who you are.

How ah?

2010-04-12T01:29:00.005+08:00

Funny.

Somehow I think inner emotional stuff are easier to be expressed.

After thinking and thinking of how should I write this post,

I guess the most straight forward way its the best,

I just wanna share with u guys,

I had a great day today!

Happy and contented, it comes so naturally.

Just like this photo.

Not those camwhore pic that you've planned which angle which smile etc etc.

I guess true happiness is the same too

it has to come naturally from within.

Wow I do look really chubby last time.Lol.

让那风吹

2010-04-07T23:28:00.004+08:00

"尤其系夜晚...成个天空都系星星...

加埋阵阵既凉风，好似会吹走D唔开心嘅嘢..."

**********

"D 风会令人清醒，但系唔会吹走D烦恼...

佢只不过係俾我地一个透气嘅空间...

之后我地依然要面对唔想面对嘅问题。"

RAWR!!

2010-04-06T10:59:00.006+08:00

Sobs.

anything can happen on a bright sunny day.

Whee!

2010-04-05T23:57:00.006+08:00

I've got an answer.

I want I want I want are not the words.

We should be working hard to achieve the "I want-s"

I'm doing what I have to do to achieve it!

Yay! Yay!Yaaaay!

Everybody say, YAY!

Its kitchen class again!

2010-04-04T19:42:00.004+08:00

Due to some unforeseen circumstances,

I'm gonna blog about 2 kitchen class at once.

Voila!

Week 4 - Chicken

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Lemon and thyme roasted chicken

with duo of glazed jicama and carrot,

oven-dried tomatoes,

accompanied with sage roasted pumpkin risotto,

served with creamy white wine sauce.

Overall presentation is marketable.

Improved my technique of glazing carrot.

Oven-dried tomatoes is just nice.

Chicken too dry.

Chicken not well marinated.

Risotto too wet.

Week 5 - Beef

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Duo of home style braised beef and minced beef slice served with bordelaise sauce,

Sides of potato rosti, sauteed shitake mushrooms and capsicum puree.

Braised beef and minced beef well seasoned.

Capsicum puree nice consistency and colour.

Presentation could be nicer with only 1 streak of puree.

Potato rosti could be better.

Shiitake mushroom no seasoning.

That's all for my kitchen classes this term!

与其···不如···

2010-04-04T18:04:00.006+08:00

我曾经选择了向前走

却因为

一句话·一个举动·一个问候·一瞬间的回忆

我不自觉地走回原点

×××

我也曾经选择了向后走

却因为

一行眼泪·一股心酸·一阵刺痛·一时的领悟

我又不自觉地走回原点

在这个美丽的街道上

我只好停留在原点

一边欣赏河畔的幽静，一边细细地回味人生的美好

与其逼自己做出抉择，

不如好好的珍惜这一刻

不要再跑了

2010-04-02T21:20:00.005+08:00

有时候

变丑·才会觉得更美丽

换句话说

哭了·才会觉得更轻松

释放·总比逃避更好

静静地弹起一首歌，也算是释放。

照片。跌倒。学习。

2010-03-30T21:54:00.008+08:00

拍下的照片

却没被看过

泛黄了

因为照片失望了

留下的记忆

却没忘记过

模糊了

因为记忆远离我了

明天的考试

却还没温习过

怎么了

因为那股推动力消失了

以往的洁怡

却不一样了

懒惰了

因为她太忧郁了

伟大的神

却放手让我跌过

学习了

因为付出代价受伤了

我不哭

哭，很丑

只告诉自己

“坚持 tahan 努力 ”

有一天

我会真真实实地笑出来！

嗯！

花蕾含苞待放的时候

也是耐心等待着

Why.

2010-03-28T16:59:00.009+08:00

I am her.

So many things that I can be,

I became her.

With no intention at all.

Well, the only difference is,

I din cross the border.

..................................

Accept it as a lesson.

Accept it to understand better.

Take a deep deep breath.

and accept the irony of life.

C'est la vie, non?

Un, deux, trois.

2010-03-26T22:08:00.005+08:00

Yesterday.

Over.

Today.

Hope.

Tomorrow.

What?

Go.

Stop.

Think.

Confused.

Run.

Hide.

She knows.

She understands.

And yet

She's torn.

She smiles.

She cries.

And so,

She runs.

Run where?

No where.

Just run.

To hide.

Days go by.

KitYee is running.

She is lying.

It is wrong.

But she afraid,

Truth is hurtful.

She is weak

When its this.

Words are there.

In her heart.

Wearing a mask.

Not for masquerade.

Friday nite. Taking some time out for myself. Take care, yes you, I mean you.

洁怡的剪刀不够利，梳子不够好

2010-03-21T20:25:00.006+08:00

剪不断，理还乱

老师，我终于明白了。

彻彻底底地明白了。

Baa baa black sheep have you any wool? silence.

2010-03-20T14:07:00.010+08:00

Why silence?

Cuz the sheep cannot talk.

lol! OK lame. yes yes.

Alright back to the topic then!

This week I'm gonna present to u,

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Roasted rack of lamb with persillade crust,

roasted vegetables and stewed carrot,

black olive couscous, served with yoghurt sauce

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Overall presentation, not too bad except the bloody stains.

The taste of the food is marketable too.

The couscous was well cooked according to chef.

Now, aspects that need to be improved,

1. Lamb is undercooked.

2. Again, my carrot is overcooked.

3. Have to improve on the shape of the turned carrots!

4. Lack of height for the plating.

5. White sauce with white plate, resulting in "hidden sauce".

This week.

I'll let u be the chef =D

Check out the photos and make your own comment!

Gras.

2010-03-10T22:37:00.007+08:00

I'd rather grow fatter

loosing weight, but not bcuz of exercise is not a good thing.

waddle. slash. in the oven. Voila! on the plate!

2010-02-27T15:27:00.010+08:00

Our 2nd kitchen class is here! i mean well a week ago...

Wanted to blog bout this last week but a lil laid back last week...

So, there you go!

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Miss Kit Yee's

Thyme-roasted duck breast with jus gastrique,

caramelized mango and dragon fruit, sautéed asparagus,

accompanied with curried rice pilaf.

Neat presentation.

Rice pilaf taste just nice.

Sauce consistency is well maintained.

Duck slightly over-cooked, texture is rather tough.

Mango over-cooked too.

Caramelized fruit placed too close to the side of the plate.

The comments for my duck dish is bout all.

Have to brush up on time management, and not to over-cook items.

Lol few items seems over-cooked! Gotta beware of that!

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Alors, what about my fellow chefs-to-be?

Good portioning

Sauce looks interesting.

Plate is not well wiped. (oily spots)

Asparagus well cooked.

Overall plating is slightly messy.

Creative idea of the rice balls.

Nice plating.

Balls are too huge. It "hides" the duck which is supposed to be the main.

Duck can be cut in a slating angle to show its done-ness.

Neat and clean plating.

Needs more colour in the dish.

Nice idea: 2 cooking methods

Interesting wrapped-in-cabbage duck confit (tho hidden)

Plating is rather messy.

Very neat plating.

A balance of everything in the dish.

Risotto looks uncooked.

Duck is a little dry.

Overall presentation gives a tasty impression.

Colours in the dish are well contrasted.

Sauce a little watery.

Duck looks pink and nice.

Presentation rather unorganized.

Presentable.

Vegetables nicely done.

Duck is no where to be seen.

Fine-dining plating and presentation.

Colours are bright and attractive.

Sauce too little.

Beautiful plating.

Very good effort with fine-dining presentation.

Two sauces for one style of duck.

Good effort on preparation.

Idea of presenting sauce is good.

Sauce could be presented in a neater way.

Next week: Rack of Lamb

Kitchen Class 1 - Week 2

2010-02-08T21:35:00.021+08:00

Sauce is thick and nice.

Colour of the dish is attractive.

Fish does not look crispy.

Portioning should be smaller.

Presentable dish.

Sauce covering the fish.

Lack of colour variation.

Fine dining portioning.

Simple and presentable.

Lack of vege.

Fish looks crusty.

Good portioning.

Lack of colour variation.

Sauce too little.

Sauce thick and nice.

Lack green.

Portion is too big for potato.

Nice plating and presentation.

Simple and elegant.

Too little sauce.

Main course and sides well presented on the plate.

Sauce and potato looks very much the same.

Portion of vege too small.

2 methods of cooking.

Very nice contrast.

Plating seems a lil "squeezy".

Very good colour variation.

Vegetables look a lil messy.

Sauce is thick and nice.

Fish portion too small.

Main focus goes to the sauce instead of fish.

Nice plating effort.

Carrot looks interesting.

Lack of variation in colour.

Fish skin not crispy.

Nice colour distribution in the dish.

Bundled carrot shows effort.

Fish too small portion.

Hidden vege.

Fine dining quality.

Cherry tomatoes looks just nice.

Bottom part of the fish a lil burnt.

Dun be shocked guys.
This is part of my assignment.
Also to let u know wat i'm doin in kitchen classes.
Happy reading=)
and prepare tissues to wipe saliva. XD

Us? Our future?

2010-01-15T19:19:00.011+08:00

I am difficult.
And so do you.

U have no room for thoughts.
I have no room for solutions.

I don't want you and me in our futures.
I want "us" in the future.

I don't want u to visit my house.
I want u to be in our home.

I don't want fizzy drinks for u in my fridge,
I want fizzy drinks for us in our fridge.

Almost 2 decades of my life,
I've been most unthoughtful.
I've been most demanding.
I've been most unreasonable.
I've been spoilt, to become this.

Pure ignorant, you can say.

I tried.
I promised.
I vowed.
To be better.
To be more thoughtful.
To be more sensing to ur feelings.

But it seems to me,
I did my best, but in the end
It din serve my purpose totally.
Perhaps, partially?

I know,
There are things that I can't change.
Mistakes that I can't undo.
I'm helpless too.

And I'll tell u
U've been the best companion.
Someone beside me
All the time, high and low.
I aprreciate everything.
I give thanks to God for such angel that He has sent to me.
U're special, u're unique.
And I dun wanna disappoint u, anymore.

So much tat I wanna be the girl of ur dreams,
But its so hard to accept the truth that I'm not.
Afterall, I'm just who I am.

I'm like a peacock,
That can no longer strut its plume.
No matter how hard the peacock tried.
It just can't.
It's still the beautiful peacock,
But- with imperfection.

True love is,
When you can look beyond the imperfections.
U are taller than me.

i dont wanna see our future

in fear.

Last post of the year? lol.

2009-12-15T21:36:00.005+08:00

Yes Tung, blogging is tiring.

Haha i salute Grace to the max!!

She's been blogging like non stop!

This year is gonna end so I'm gonna write something b4 the year ends...lol

well it has been again a totally fruitful year for me!

At the same time, I wanna thank God for all the blessing he has onto me.

A happy family, loving boyfriend, awesome friends

and He has granted me with a perfect ending for my diploma.

I really couldn't ask for more!

And suddenly i feel so lucky and so well taken care of =D

I'm having holidays now so enjoying everyday also thinking wat to do for the following day. hahaha!

I can't wait to hear from Tung and Jo. surely that's a lot for u guys to tell.

and....! Christmas is around the corner!

Dun forget this is the time to share and give...

Quoting from a Bros bottle,

Remember, This December:
Love weighs more than Gold

Lol. Its not tat I don't wanna blog...

well I wish I could blog as much Grace too...

but I just dun have the time and patience!!!

Argh!

A promise is a promise...

2009-10-09T17:44:00.023+08:00

A promise is a promise

Kit Yee doesn't break promises.

Well, haha previously was very busy

but i wanna share one significant acheivement that i've achieved this yr:

Joining Culinaire Malaysia 2009-Table Setting

For those who can't see why is there a competition for table setting

here are the reasons why...

From choosing the glassware...

to the napkin folding...

to choosing the suitable cutleries...

to choosing the right outfit to wear...

to learning how to tie a chair ribbon nicely...

to organizing the arrangement of the side station...

and lots lots more...

like choosing the table cloth, chair cover, centre piece...

and the list goes on!

These are the reason why, they award scores for knowledge creativity effort practicality and so on...

so after around 2 months of preparation...

finally it's the day of the competition

Me n Steven representing Taylor's for the table setting category...

was really gan jiong then and tired,

cuz the night b4, i went home around 3am, have some sleep

and came back at 5am to college...

but i strive to do my best cuz i've gave my best during the preparation

i dun wanna let others and myself down...

so i did my best on the competition day too! =D

after the competition...

photo session =)

Mr. Chan Zhijian, full time lover, supporter, reminder, driver XD

Mr. Alex, my table setting sifu.

Ms Jasmine, a very nice lecturer whom saved me TWICE at the 11th minute...

Then, the moment of truth...=)

Steven, Ming Guan, Me and Yen Ning. Exhausted but contented with joy. =)

this was long long long long overdue...XD

...

2009-09-12T22:33:00.003+08:00

yes.

I've not been blogging for some time.

u guys will b thinking my life's damn boring so nothing to talk bout?

lol. nah.

well will update soon.

bout my up-hills and down-hills.

one thing i wanna share is a competition tat i'll never forget.

be patient.

i'll be back after my exams.

i miss u guys

suddenly,

im so afraid we'll fall apart.

i miss Tung i miss Grace

i miss Jovan i miss Cheng Chun

i miss Melissa i miss Carine

i miss JJ i miss Denisa

i want a holiday.

i hope we can make it for a yr end trip. reeeeally.

Woohooo!!!

2009-08-17T17:35:00.005+08:00

I'm contented with joy.

Will update everything soon. =D

Its tough. Getting tougher.

2009-07-30T10:52:00.005+08:00

Classes.

Trainings.

Class work.

Assignments.

Meetings.

Cost.

PMS.

Competition.

Heels.

Preparations.

Brainstorming.

Arguements.

Shouts.

Tears.

An absent mind.

A shattered heart.

Its been long since I last updated this.

But sadly,

I have nothing delightful to tell,

Yet.

"Meow, Kitty speaking."

2009-07-09T14:50:00.005+08:00

a new term has started

and it's busier than before

a sudden change of lifestyle

holidays and relaxation no more

i see more tough challenges ahead

which means i have to work even harder

stress is inevitable here

but i know u will be with me my dear

well u see

work and studies, harder for u it seems

i don't want u to take it urself

share with me & we make it thru as a team

Kitty is working hard to adapt to this term.

and even fell sick on the 3rd day of college.

Well,

Wish me luck!

Greeeeeeeeeeeeen!

2009-06-29T19:45:00.010+08:00

Green is the word for my last weekend.

Went to this organic farm in Negeri9,

Titi Eco Farm.

And its chinese name is 知知港, in cantonese, "ji-ji-gong". Lol.

Funny name.

The farm is a beautiful place.

and quite a fun to be at...

Serves reeeeaaaally healthy food too. Haha!

Cuz everything is ORGANIC.

Well, Kitty had fun and feel so healthy being there!

Gateway to a healthier lifestyle!

The bed that we slept on.

Our semi Ds. XD

He said I'm his princess and he's my prince. haha! and so ngam tat his b'day is just a day after mine!

This slide is sooooo much fun!! =D

This is everyone's fav, mesti duduk b4 meal, after meal, in the morning, b4 leaving...

This was more fun!! Sit until my buttock aching the next day. XD

very very fresh durian for those who found it on the ground. Haha!

"er...Jie ah, I'm lost."

"dun worry! I can show u the way! I'm sooo good with directions so no need 怕怕ok?"

"yay! my sister is the best in the world!"

and that morning, we had hibiscus, our national flower wrapped in some daun as starter for our breakfast!!

and...the best Dad award winner! =D

=D Tomorrow. Transformers. With 2 kids. XD

Laughing and thinking and telling.

2009-06-25T20:34:00.009+08:00

I was reading Grace's blog.

And i just couldn't stop laughing lah!!

U can visit my sayang Grace's blog if u wanna see some crazy photos. XD

---------> http://grace021991.blogspot.com/

But I guess u would only laugh like me if u're in "the making" of the photos...

There's so many things in life,

where

The process of acheiving something creates much impact than the result itself.

Don't u guys think so?

For me, its just like the process of how u captured my heart.

It would be unforgetable to me.

Whether happy or tear-jerking moments,

I'll try my best to remember every bits of it,

Cuz that was how we became us.

我们相遇直到相爱

就像...

走在一条崎岖又漫长的路

即使路上长满荆棘

你也强忍着眼泪压抑着痛楚

一直往前追

要抵达的目的地

存在还是不存在

你也搞不清楚吧?

虽然你有想过放弃

但最后你仍然拖着伤痕累累的身躯

走下去

要你过关斩将费尽心思

才好不容易地取得公主的芳心

你为了我所经过的一切

我看见了

也让我知道

要爱一个人就要勇敢地豁出去

你教会了我胆怯就是逃避

从这一刻起

我不会再眼巴巴地看着你为了我们而奋斗

我们一起往下个属于我们的里程碑前进

好吗?

The fat cat sat on the green mat.

2009-06-19T12:43:00.011+08:00

FYI: Kitty has completed her industrial training.

And 1 fine afternoon she got a call from her friend, Jun Jie

"Yo leng lui, wanna go for frisbee anot!?"

"har...XXage5096..sXXfseblasjkh"

"nvm lah...s(*^hcoeroaqw0835s"

"...s!wergciwejwj 3.45pm...sfiuXbhsd?"

"ok lah I'll see u later!"

okay basically the sad09434fkjaw'qp;l means I forgotten wat we talked about

but at last I agreed to go. =D

When I reached skul,

thoughts and emotions filled me up.

The field. The discs. The players. The building.

The silence of the skul during Sundays.

I miss school.

I miss Frisbee Sundays!

I miss playing with the girls!

The gaya CHS girls whose trademark is..

barefooted and loud

I played with all guys for some time, then i sat down and watch them play.

Enjoyed myself. A lot.

JJ dun forget this coming Sunday too, k!

I wanna keep fit!

And this photo shall be named "the fat cat sat on the green mat."

Cuz Kitty feels so fat now, erm in fact, I'm kindda a lil and..uh yea...fat.

The person responsible for the fats in my body is this person in the photo below.

He is Mr. Crab.

And these pictures below are his partners commiting this crime.

There are more but they vanished too quickly into my stomach...

This is Mr. Mouthwatering.

This guys is tall, I think I heard him calling this tall man Mr. U're-so-yummy or somethin.

This is sexy Ms Sinful.

This is...er 猪猪. haha!

This is Mr. Umph-not-too-bad.

This is Mr. Ahh-nice.

More to come.
More kaki tangan of Mr. Crab commiting the unstoppable crime!

I'm as hyper as Carine now.

Chatting with Grace and she wanna deng me x9474959685.

Ok I shall stop here.

Or I'll be sent to Rumah Sakit.

XD.

Kitty feels bad.

2009-06-02T20:18:00.007+08:00

Maybe I was too tired,

and I was really unhappy with that dumbo...

I dun seem to be happy these few days.

Sob Sob.

I'm sorry to bother u all...T.T

Because I just realized...

Most of u guys,

Carine, Cheng Chun, JJ, Jo, Denisa

U guys are all having exams.

Mel is busy with camp tho on holiday.

Tung...er busy studying too?

Grace...er busy rotting and pak toh-ing?

Chan Zhijian u are as busy too.

I can't be hoping for more at this period of time.

My bad day was just a small lil thing only I guess. =(

Nothing compared to exams u guys are gonna face.

Exams that are gonna determine...mm...

your kebijaksanaan and kerajinan...

your standard...

your pride...

your parent's fay-see...

your chances of moving further into studies...

and most importantly

your FUTURE ah...

Haiz. I just had a bad time,

then...I wanna be manja-ed.

Thank you so much for the overflowing love guys.

Being manja-ed. Syok la. Sweet. =)

I'm full of energy again!! =D

Cute cute room attendant is READY TO ROAR into rooms again!

Hmm.

Kitty's emotion.

Up. Down. Up. Down.

But nvm lah.

It's good enuf that I'm feeling good today!

Gonna see u tmr and then, a celebration! =D

track me down.

2009-05-31T21:30:00.008+08:00

6.15am.

pulled out from sweet dreams.

7am.

meeting hundred pairs of sleepy eyes in the LRT.

8am

work.

9am

sleepy but still have to work.

10am

can't wait for lunch but still have to work.

11am

stomach grumbling but still have to work.

12pm.

wooh! lunch, but after lunch still have to work.

1pm

quite sleepy after makan but still have to work.

2pm

thinking of where to go after work but still 2 more hours to work.

3pm

praying that time will pass faster cuz I'm too tired to work.

4pm

finish work!

5.25pm

meeting a crab.

6pm - 10pm

dinner + lepaking but still complaining that i'll still have to work the next day.

11pm/12am

sleep. not so happy due to the fact that tomoro is a working day.

that's my routine now.

track me down guys.

grace. tung. mel. denisa. rine.

jo. jj. cheng chun.

i've not been hearing from u guys for some time.

i felt so much away from the gang.

tired of working.

i miss u all.

Housekeeping is so much of physical work.

No time to rest and relax.

Imagine...

6hours of non stop travelling floor by floor

entering rooms

getting numerous calls from the office bout more beds to be made

communicating with 3 person tat doesn't understand much of english & bm

and making beds with ur knee injured.

and when u checked the watch.

that was bout 3 hrs pass lunch time.

Finally u're done, u can go for lunch.

Right after u enter the cafeteria door...
an idiot raised his ugly voice

"EH! sini 2.30 sudah tutup lah! lain kali jangan macam ini. jangan datang makan pada masa ini."

it was 2.45pm then.ok fine i came late.

but i was doin my job.

while this dumbo was sitting down enjoying his coffee + chatting with his fellow lazy collegues.

1, i have a name. a beautiful name given by my parents.

if he doesn't know my name

or doesn't know how to appreciate the pleasant sound of my name,

there's always the magic word "EXCUSE ME.", not EH!

2, he's the one sitting there sipping his coffee and tells me off.

mayb there's a need of firing some extra 'stuff' not staff, he doesn't deserve to be one from the cafeteria.

I was upset.

ppl say, this is a feeling,

where u can describe it with this phrase: fxxx-ed up.

but wouldn't it be better if i learn something from this?

a learning point here,

sometimes we say things that we dun expect that it'll hurt others.

becuz we dunno what has others been thru that day.

we all have bad days,

that was mine.

Pouring things out.

I need a boost .

To be mentally and physically fit for the job.

That boost I need is from you and you guys.

It's really a goodbye

2009-05-24T14:27:00.010+08:00

After 7 weeks being in the kitchen with a bunch of interesting people,

I have to leave the kitchen to the housekeeping department already.

Honestly, I so much felt like leaving at the beginning of my training,

but now, I dun wanna leave!

I'm gonna miss u guys.

Thank you.

For accepting me to be part of the team and the big family. =)

Some books they got me as a sign of appreciation.

The one most important person that has guide me through, Jasmine.

Part of the big family =)

I did not regret to train here at Sheraton Imperial,

Because in Sheraton Imperial, you belong.

Though my lips have to breathe adieu,

U guys will always be remembered,

We part just to meet again.

Is this the end?

2009-05-17T12:06:00.003+08:00

The news on the papers everyday kindda freak me out,

it puts me into thoughts too.

Are these the omens of the end of the world?

Hot unbearable weather? yes no doubt, M'sia's weather is hot and humid,

but it has been really hot these days.

Swine flu outbreaks increasing everyday?

Now even in Malaysia?

I might sound like a paranoid,

but as I read the email Denisa had sent to me,

it is undeniable that we must all be prepared for pandemic flu like swine flu which spread through humans.

People, take good care of urself.

A healthy lifestyle could at least boost ur immune system and make u less vulnerable for the attacks of viruses.

I still wanna see the world,

I still wanna reach my potential.

I still wanna be a good girl to my mama and papa,

provide them with more than how much they've provided me.

Just my world-ly thoughts.

Looking for Parameswara.

2009-05-10T14:21:00.001+08:00

Went to Malacca with Zhijian to meet up with Mr. Parameswara. haha no lah. ignore my crap. Just an escapade from our usual routine. XD

B4 we left to Malacca, we for DimSum at Cheras with oh-shit-i-woke-up-late Aaron Tan.

After DimSum, guess I slept thru half of the journey. Was singing to keep myself awake and to entertain the person next to me. But I still cant tahan the sleepiness. XD that's me lah.

Well we walked around the Pusat Bandaraya under the big hot sunny sun for the whole day...T.T

Visited the usual places in Malacca and shopped for lotsa small lil stuffs + produk tempatan. XD

It was nice to spend the day in Malacca tho time was so limited. =)

Went to this cafe with fish spa. very cosy and relaxing.

Hilarious picture of a feet with standing bulu-bulu and colourful fishes. XD

A crab and a cat.

We had joy we had fun.

Though it was just walking, eating, laughing, shopping and sweating.

Mum, I love u =)

2009-05-10T13:21:00.002+08:00

I am so honoured to be your daughter

Words can't express how much I love you,

and how much I wanna thank you for being a great mum!

I love u Mama!

I'm proud to tell the world that u're my

ever beautiful

ever kind

and ever so understanding Mum

Happy Mother's Day!

I've said I love u, i've said thank you. Mum, since u haven't seen this,

Tung has reminded me to say this to u.

"I'm sorry Mum."

I'm sorry I don't have the bravery to say this face to face to u,

I know there's a lot of things that u're worried about in the family,

especially the 3 of us.

I'm sorry I've done things that u would not like,

but u let me have the freedom to do wat I wanted to,

not everyone has the chance to do everything they like,

thanks for granting me the freedom

and at the same time I thank u that u're indirectly teaching me to be responsible for my actions.

Mum, no one can replace ur importance in my heart.

Ibu, Ibu, Engkau lah ratu hatiku.

Kawan-kawanku yang tersayang.

2009-05-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

Just went to TTC for the opening party,

literally it was opening party but I din really joined them,

I was talking to my babes there bout our probs and gossssips.

I feel so "me" when I'm with them.

So the tip for today is,

Love me, u must first love my friends and vice versa

cuz they are part of me =)

Come to think of it, without u guys...

I'll have no where to pour my dissatisfaction.

I'll have no where to cry my heart out.

I'll have no where to share my craziness.

I'll have no where to perform my "dramas".

I'll have no where to fall upon.

I use to write a lot of "Friends Forever" in autograph during primary school,

Back then, I just write it for the sake of writing it.

I'm understanding the depths of this 2 words more now.

Though I dun believe in the word forever,

but guys, for u all,

Let's be friends forever.

I'm alright guys,

thanks for the concern <3

Princess Kitty is smiling again.

wanted to post upload some photos

but Kitty is just too lazy and sleepy now.

toodles~!

无奈里忍耐。

2009-05-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

娇生惯养的

蛮横霸道的

刁蛮任性的

是我吧？

最错的

是我吧？

无理取闹的，

也是我吧？

所以任何交待

你都可以抛诸脑后

所以我更没资格去奢望一句

对不起。

失落的公主

想哭了

Triple F

2009-05-02T15:37:00.000+08:00

As a trainee, I have to change to different kitchens every 2 weeks or so.

I've been with a bunch of funny nice and hardworking ppl at the chinese restaurant at Celestial Court for about a week edi. Well its time to bid them farewell.

Its my last day, they did lotsa dim sum for me..=D

I was quite "pai seh" to eat lah, but I memang dun like to waste food geh...hahahaha...so I just eat lah...

Bcuz ah, there's a chinese saying, "sik dak mm hou sai" means can eat then dun waste, I'm just following the olden days punya wise men's word. XD

"eh Kitty, wat u wanna eat?"

"er anything u cook then i eat lah, anything also can.."

"aiya say la wat u wanna eat, ...ah ok lah eat fu zhuk roll, very nice one"

"er chef 1 is enuf lah..."

"where got enuf, Ah Loong, make 4 for her.."

...after a while, fu zhok roll given to me. 'really very nice lo. hah.'

"so wat u still wanna eat?"

"er..."

"ahh eat prawn dumpling...very nice one..."

"er okay lah, 1 enuf lah chef.."

"where got enuf, Ah Loong, fry 4 for her..."

...

.....

........

and the process begins everytime he asked me what I wanna eat...

My last day at CC, I think I eat more than I work. XD

The funny chef =D

Ellis, kakak seguru.

Ah Thiam and Ah Loong. and retarted Ah Kit.

Head chef wannabe. With stars shining above my hat! wah glamour-nya.

Had dinner with Zhijian after work, lol FOOD again.Had vietnamese food at Vietnam Kitchen. Food was nice...

BUT...

I don't think I'll return.Cuz we were chit chatting till we din even notice their closing time is 9.45pm and when we realize, it was 10.15pm. The servers are gonna hate us cuz it was Labout Day, we left 30mins after their working hours and they definitely wanna finish work early too.

and before we left, I...broke...the...beverage...glass...T.T

Dengan sekelip mata, one of the glass is gone...T.T

I will be so ashamed to be their return guest. =(

Triple F, farewell, food and...FAT.

Feel so fat lately. =(

Enough? Yes?...No?

2009-04-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

Is it enough that we spend time together happily but not be together?

Is it enough that we talk to each other every night but not be together?

Is it enough that we think of each other at times but not be together?

Is it enough that we cared bout each others' feeling but not be together?

Is it enough that we makan around but not be together?

Is it enough that we argue when we need to express ourselves but not be together?

Isn't all these enough?
Or rather, I'm just being self-centered?
Being a paranoid?
Being...unfair to you?
or just, we can't go any further?

clearly, I'm blue and grey with thoughts and doubts today.

Currently I am...

2009-04-27T20:26:00.001+08:00

If u are wondering what have I been doin these days...

"Miss Lum Kit Yee is currently under going her industrial training in Sheraton Imperial KL."

Everything's goin on fine there, ppl are nice and funny...
I could say I'm having a good time cuz first of all I spend less money compared to college days...means I can spend more on other things, like...shopping? =P

I have less stress, more fun, no need to make up to work cuz I'm in the kitchen,
and well...ppl in hotel they're usually
...er nice to girls so I dun have much problem untuk bergaul with them. =D
lastly no assignments deadlines and exams. XD

Ready to work!

A snap a day, keeps stress away!

I miss talking to u guys,

literally talking face to face.

i want to

hear our laughters
speak up our frustrations
share our encounters

Finally.

2009-04-19T15:31:00.000+08:00

Finally.

Proven. I am not a lagger. XD

Welcome to my blog. =)

Hey people, especially Jo and Tung, I guess this will be a better way we can communicate with each other and get to know bout each other's life.

I am very lazy but this is what I came out with, cuz I know u guys worry bout me at times and want to know how I am doing.

I appreciate that.

The same goes to Grace, Mel, Carine, Denisa, JJ, Cheng Chun and those that touched my heart.

Be it a thank you, a "ur dress is nice" or a "u should change that demanding attitude of urs",

U've brought colours into my life.

Thank you all.