Wrap up!

Heyya people! 

A few more days to go, Day: 365 in 2010 is about to be "reshuffled" to Day: 1 of 2011.

This year, is a year of fulfillment for me. Seeing yourself grow up is an awesome process that comes with confidence and a jolly good sense of satisfaction. Isn't it? Of course, not to be blurred by the higher self-esteem, the process to gain knowledge and "collecting" precious experience will not be forgotten as I move on in life.  Its good to know that I've found who I am and not being someone else to please others. Also, to be in the warm embrace of my boyfriend that would accept and tolerate with me in so many aspects.

I cried; I laughed. 

(laugh all the time)

I fell; I rose 

(most of the time - learnt something every time I got back up)

I hit; I kissed

(all the time - not that I kiss all the time, but, I am in love all the time ;) 

I gained; I lose

(and I gained again - weight)

When many "all of the time-s" and "most of the times"  come together, its basically a year already. 

Looking forward to another new year and oh yes, happy happy new year guys! 

As happy as this? 

Hopefully ;)

Of appreciation.

"one does not need fatal disease to know how much he or she is loved."

Walking in and out of the clinic twice every week made me knew how much i'm loved. Had a bad backache and I'm now in the hands of a reliable and experience chiropractor.

The doctor whom is treating me, Dr George from IMU Chiropratic Centre, was indeed the best doctor I've seen - no medications (ah, what a relief for me!) He adjusted my spine with his magical hands every treatment and allow the body to heal itself. A mere 20 minutes of treatment always, always make me feel much better. I remember the first time I went to see him, when my conditions were quite bad, after the first treatment, I felt so light - like I was floating! 

Twice every week, mum drove me there. Waited for me. Paid for the medical bills. Drive me back, sometimes in the jam.

Dad and grandma were constantly asking about my conditions.

and my boyfriend sweet talked me (I was never bored about it). Calm my sudden anxiety and wild crazy imaginations that my back won't recover. 

Deep down I would cry my lungs out for them, being having such patience for a young 20 year old girl whom is somehow like a grandma now - can't stand for too long, can't sit for too long, worst of all, cannot jump cannot run cannot walk fast. In others words, no sports at the moment. 

Our lives are so fragile, never that I imagined that at this age I would have a problem with my back. But it opens my mind to better understandings. 

Anything can happen, appreciate and keep loving those loved ones and stop with the annoying FML!