Where?

That passion is fading.

Hospitality doesn't seem like the hospitality that I once loved so much. I still love the industry but not what I'm learning right now. Degree and Diploma is so different. Diploma has so much of hands on which makes it so interesting while Degree is too much of other things else. Though I'm specialized in Culinary and F&B I don't think its specialized enough, there's so much more to learn!

Yes, no doubt I'm glad that I'm taking up my degree with a full scholarship but sometimes I wonder, where would I be if it weren't this scholarship that kept me moving on with my studies?

Sometimes I felt that things that I'm studying doesn't make sense besides F&B. Finance doesn't make sense. Economics doesn't make sense. Budgeting doesn't make sense too. I feel that I'm learning things that I don't need so much in Degree and not learning what I really need to be in the industry. Perhaps I'm starting to get bored of learning subjects that doesn't relate to me at all. 

I'm looking forward for a change in my perception. Hopefully something will happen to let me see the situation now from another point of view. But worry not, no matter how much I detest it, I clearly know that right now my responsibility is to do well in my studies and I will. Its just that I don't want to study for the sake of studying. 

Again. It's all about being passionate for my studies. 

The passion to learn and achieve greater heights.

Up there, right here; someone please talk to me.